Our baby SJ reached 100 days last saturday! This is a great deal in the Korean culture because long ago, it was rare for infants to remain alive up to 100 days due to illnesses, premature birth and lack of nutrition. So it was said that if a baby survived the first 100 days, they had a higher chance to survive. To this day in Korea, they celebrate this to honor the old tradition and culture.
When I woke up in the morning for his first feeding I whispered to him "Happy 100th day" and he smiled at me as if he knew it was his day. I gave him the longest kiss and got very emotional. I could not believe how fast the time had gone by. First of all I was just so grateful that he was very healthy for the past 100 days and I could tell he was really happy. He is very responsive to mommy and daddy. It seems like he recognizes us and loves us more than anybody. He grew so much as well; 17 pounds and 65 cm...WoW! He was placed in the 95th percentile (again) in both height and weight. He is learning a lot as well. The other day when we were at Buy Buy Baby, he reached out tried to grab a toy and he seems to be curious and interested in what we eat, his eyes follow the food and he'll reach out or raise his hand for some. Though he has learned and developed greatly in the past 100 days, we learned so much more from him. He has been such a huge blessing to us. Being parents is foreign to us and we are still new to it, but we just love being parents. We learned to sacrifice, selflessness and to become one family unit. It is true that we don't get to do much with the baby around but the things that we can do, we enjoy very much with the baby. For example, taking family pictures, the pictures look so much better with the baby in it. Now that I have a baby, I have to wake up early morning to feed him so this helped me manage my time better at night and helped me develop better sleeping habits to sleep earlier and wake up earlier leading to a healthier life style. I eat better than I ever did so that I could provide the best breast milk. I have grown spiritually as well. There are so many times that I didn't know what to do with the baby and I prayed and received the perfect answer. I've grown a great testimony and understanding of the power of motherhood and what it means. It is just so amazing to know that Heavenly Father watches over us and will always be there for us; I know I am NEVER alone. I love being a mom. I would never trade any job for this. I am not gonna lie, every time I hear good news from my friends of them getting a job, I think to myself, 'I could've done that too' and get a little discouraged for few seconds but after those short seconds I have no regret with my life right now. I realized everyone has a different purpose in this life and Heavenly Father gave each of us different talents. With those talents you need to fulfill your purpose here on this Earth. You don't have to do certain things to show off to others or do something because everyone else is doing it. I don't have to go and get a job because that is what you did after you graduated from college or attempt to fit into society or satisfy someone. I do what makes me happy, what is right for me, which is being a mom to my baby. I am so glad that I chose to be a mom and I want to be the best mom for my baby.
















